K&K

I got up this morning, and the second I sign into MSN I get a message from.... we'll call him Jack. The message said that shit hit the fan. It all blew up. My heart sank into my feet. He showed me a log about what happened and I just about cried. She thought he didn't want the relationship when he did. She thought it was ruining him when it wasn't. She thought it would be better if they split when that was wrong. Her biggest fear since day one had been that if they ever broke up, they'd never talk again. But she was so scared here, that out of love for him she promised to never speak to him again. She's confused to think that, they both don't want it, but each one thinks the other wants it. they're both confused, it's Jack's first time in a relationship, he was just nervous. I'm afraid of what he might do in his mourning, that he may hurt himself, others, or make matters worse, seal the fate just because he didn't know it was salvageable.

I don't know why this case means so much to me. I've never even met Jack, never met Jill. But yet this case means more to me than most of my IRL cases, including a personal one. I don't think I've ever gone this deep, I don't think one of my cases has ever meant this much to me. I don't even want to call it a case, it's more than that, it means SO MUCH to me!